As I woke up this morning and walked in the dark to the bathroom, as I do every day as a man in The Middle, I saw a piece of paper slid under my door. I just left it there and assume, because I am in a hotel, that it is the bill but, I have not even looked at it yet. What if it is a note from/about something or someone who could change my life for the better forever and I just left it lying there? Maybe opportunity knocked and I was asleep so opportunity just left a note for me to contact it? It seems odd that, with people being so weird about their privacy these days, they would still slide a piece of paper under your door that lists your name and home address on it - half of the note still exposed to anyone who could walk by in the hallway. Obviously, since mine still lies there, I am not one of those people. I am blogging myself into wanting to go get that note from the Cosmos but, I will fight that urge. Right now, right here, I do not want anything else so, I will leave that note lie there.
My mind really does seem clear this morning. I had forgotten how great this feels. I don't seem to have a care or worry in the World. I know those things that cause the worries are still out there but, for some strange reason, they are not worries right now. I like this feeling. Now I just need to figure out the combination. I did sleep for almost six hours straight - mighty unusual for me. I have not listened to the news, even in passing, for a couple of days and all they do is try to bum us out and scare us. It could be something as simple as the sheets I slept on last night have a higher or lower thread count whatever the Hell that means. I am sorry for all of the self-discovery and exploration today. That's probably why I started this blog about 956 blogs ago anyway so, maybe, I am getting back to my Matt In The Middle roots.
I am very excited about recording the podcast in the car for some reason. I like to try new things. I have driven many times and I have podcasted many times but, I have never tried them together. There is only one time that you can do things for the first time and today is the day for that thing. It could lead to good things and it could lead to bad things but, it is new and exciting for me at this moment in time.
I am just writing about the same types of things over and over now so, I will start. I would usually head over to see what is going on in the world to spark blog ideas but I do not want to Bogart my blog. Have a great day (for the second time in less than twelve hours). Thanks a lot for reading my self-exploration today. Have a great day off if you are celebrating the life of a great man today. I am speaking of Martin Luther King, Jr., not me though I do appreciate the thought. TTTT...MITM (remember that if I die today and this is the last contact you have with me - I was/am in a great place). And, read this at my funeral because people might say I predicted my death or I was Nostradamus reincarnated or something. TA!
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